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[hilovesumo]

Tho,
Last night, I sent you some words and you said that
you didn’t understand. It is fine because I am now,
writing you those words again and in a more detail.
Although this is very annoying to me when I have to
write down things like this, i think what I am doing
is necessary.

First, I intended to talk all these to you, before
your eyes but you didn’t give me a chance, you always
say “I’m sleepy. Tomorrow!!”… That can be tolerated
and you see, I am writing … in English (the most
logical and clear way of communication to me)

Second, what I am saying is serious.

Uhm… let me pick a good way to start.

You had told me that I was an arrogant guy and I
admitted that. I am smart and I am fully aware of the
good points of mine. Girls like me and that’s why I
have quite many female friends and … I have not many
girl friends. They even told me “a picky guy”.
Actually, I didn’t have much time and patient to
follow any girl… sometimes, when I see the girl whom I
like getting farer and farer away from me, I didn’t
attempt to hold her back but say “hey, goodbye!”.
Being in that kind of “innocence”, I’m quite
comfortable.
However, it hurts with the feeling of missing someone
who could be the important one.

Saw you when you first arrived at Houston and then,
got some conversations with you, it is really an
encouragement inside for me to hold on to you, the one
I like. Yeah, I am trying to drag you nearer to me
^___^ For sometimes, I wonder why … for example,
couldn’t sleep after the call of you, saying that you
just want to be my friend, or.. still thinking of you
on that night in UCLA. It’s strange while you are not
the most beautiful girl I’ve met, not the richest girl
I’ve met and not the smartest girl I’ve met, and …
talk like many other people, you even don’t have US
citizen ^_____^

I don’t care if you are the richest, the most
beautiful, or the smartest but how you understand me,
how you will be straight and truthful to me. Letting
you go is easy, especially at this moment when we are
just somewhere further than normal friends but as I
said, I just don’t want to walk pass you in my life
without any careful considerations.

I don’t do things without considerations. I don’t say
“I really like” someone if I am not willing to love
her and I don’t say “I love you” to someone if I am
not willing to share all good and bad things in my
life later on with her.

Tho, I really like you…. I like you so much and I
changed many things just to hold on to you.

[prettychicken]

It is very impressive to read the letter. The girl in the story would be very lucky and she may be moved when reading it ... But as far as I know ... men are good at promising, swearing ... but not really good at doing what they dare to say