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I 'm in depression again.
People in my world just like they don't care about me.
I have no right to force them do what i like for sure.
I am just depressed.I alway an outsideer.
I want to get inside but nobody show me now.
I have had a great hope that when i get inside.
There will be someone waiting for me.
but the more i hope,the more depressed i get.
I don't know what i should i do know.
Anybody out there show me the way.