cho đầu thõng xuống cạnh giường
để phòng nước mắt có chảy
chầm chậm
ngược dòng
mà
tuôn.
(Phan Thị Vàng Anh)
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Each morning I get up and hear the noise around, the sound around, the voice around .... and it's all English, not Vietnamese. Opening your eyes and recognizing that people are not using your language is so scary ... to face the truth is scary ... to know that you have one more day of struggling is scary ...
Opening your eyes and realizing that you're not living in your world is scary .... that one more day of being an international and not being able to talk and listen normally as usual is so scary ...
Opening your eyes and realizing that Vietnamese people, Vietnamese language and Vietnamese stuff in your dreams have left you is so scary ... why do I usually have dreams in which I'm living in Vietnam ... they make me afraid of opening my eyes and getting up every morning and beginning to go into another world, another life ... I don't know ... I'm just totally scared ....
scared mà còn viết English được nữa là.
tại vì viết = tiếng Việt thì sẽ rất chuối nên phải cố mà nặn ra mấy câu English
English so weird Vietnamese was the best kha`kha` Thuy ở state nào thía ??
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