Is that you???

I sit beside you once more, feeling pain and break deep inside my heart. You are right here, in front of me but I feel so far. How strange you are!!! Is this the man I had been crazy about? the man I had admired and respected? the man I thought of eachday? also the man made me extremely disapointed by his behaviour? You now belong to the other world different from mine. You show your love with other girl which is the worst, unexpected action you did on me. Never will I able to meet you on my way anymore... I feel cool towards you. Your story cannot interest me, your eyes cannot heat me, your smile cannot attract me. They only can pain me... I miss my hunnie so much, he died...